Mungkin tulisan ini benar-benar akan menjadi tulisan yang pendek. Sebenarnya aku males untuk journaling, but I need to keep persistent and write it based on my to do list.
I started this day with joy and grateful feelings. I woke up healthy, I could poop and pee, and I just missed 1 thing from my previous to do list which was to listening to podcast. Everything was fine and my work wasn’t that much. I bought 2 pieces of donut and 4 pieces soes cake (idk if it’s the correct name of that cake). Even I went home in time and arrived at my boarding house at 5.15 PM. Such a relieve, isn’t it?
Then the nightmare was started. I took a class which discussed listening section of TOEFL. Tell you what, I messed it up. I hate myself for being dumb no matter how hard I tried and studied. Frankly, I’m a bit stress and start questioning myself like I have the ability to speak fluently. However, when it comes to a memorized-structure conversation, I’m inclined to forget everything and being blank. It feels like something drag me down into darkness which makes me toughtless and act senseless.
Nevertheless, I’m determined to TACKLE THIS. Starting tomorrow, I’ll be practicing it twice a day! Go to hell you listening bitj!
I’ll keep you posted okay. Please pray for me and wish me luck. Keep it up Alda! I love you!
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